Am I an Atheist in denial? D:?

OK so look at the reasoning here. The best you've got to justify the existence of a god, is that the universe had to come from somewhere, so god did it, and since god is magic he himself doesn't need an explanation. Convenient isn't it? You are talking about MAGIC. That is what the supernatural is. It's a synonym. If you are over the age of 10 you shouldn't be believing in magic so that pretty much leaves you with atheism.